Heard of the news that WALT DISNEY COMPANY will be the most prosperous
this year?.. and i said how come? Yeah i forgot..
Jen got this sense of humor.. as she reminded me Walt constituted Mickey mouse
being the icon of that company. I searched it in wikipedia, it was created in 1928,by walt himself and Ub Iwerks. He he

Anyway, this is all about the Chinese New Year 2008, and accordingg to wiki, the Rat is the protector and bringer of material prosperity.
So people will say, Kung Hei Fat Choi, or Gong Xi Fa Cai..

but i read that the traditional chinese uses this Happy New Year(chinese)...
Sun Nin Fai Lok! phrase.

Therefore Kung Hei Fat Choi, and Gong Xi Fa Cai - would only mean
celebration and prosperity, but not yet the word Happy New Year
(esp. during Chinese New Year Celebration).
C:

Which is Which?

Be close to someone who makes you happy?
or
Be closer to that someone who can't be happy without you?

GOD said..

God said...

"Write your plans in PENCIL.. but give ME the eraser..
I might have something better for you.."

WORLD UPON YOUR SHOULDERS - SilyangPilak

the NewSilverChair

LYRICS:
All the bridges
in the world
Won't save you
If there is no
other side
To cross to

When your not feeling ugly
the world's not too much
Take the world upon your shoulders
Take the world upon your shoulders
And burn, burn, burn, burn, burn
Take the world upon your shoulders

Half full glasses
Lost in empty houses

When your not feeling ugly
the world's not too much
Take the world upon your shoulders
Take the world upon your shoulders
And burn, burn, burn, burn, burn
Take the world upon your shoulders

Violent, big and violent
Like a thing that's big, big
And violent
A world thats big and violent

When your not feeling ugly
the world's not too much
Take the world upon your shoulders
Take the world upon your shoulders
And burn, burn, burn, burn, burn
Take the world upon your shoulders
Take the world upon your shoulders
Take the world upon your shoulders

Life is Hard

I was searching for a distressed theme about life and i saw this.
I got this photo from a blog, telling about the cat being sad whenever it rains,
and called it a "melancholy cat"..


i aint got cat, but cats are like dogs they're
a good companion,light and bubbly..playful..
anyway, i posted this pic, because life is hard!...

i felt so tired this moment, by just living its mundane distressing survival....
that i wish that i will just stop..

...stop from feeling optimistic,happy, sounding hopeful..

sometimes it's better to just escape it and pretend like you dont see,feel,hear anything.. like you don't care at all..
but that's life..
it's damn #@&*?ng hard!

Wag ka nang Umiyak - SugarFree

I saw Sugarfree being interviewed by Raymond marasigan in Myx. Ebe dancel was talking about how he made the melody of the song, he just came up with it while playing over the open string chord D9, and just sliding the bass from B,to F# G.. and that's it.. nice melody! According to him, he used some style from Basil Valdez,maybe w/ more minor chord progression at some part in the verse..he said he was not into riffs like itchyworms,sandwhich,etc..hehe,or else they need someone else to play the rythm..to keep a continuous melodic sound..
during his interview he seemed not to knowledgeable about the chord names or the technical part of music,in w/c he called D9 a D, and Raymond corrected it.Anyway this song is a simple one,but it rocks!

LYRICS:

Wag ka nang umiyak, sa mundong pabago-bago
pag-ibig ko ay totoo
ako ang iyong bangka, kung magalit man
ang alon, ng panahon, sabay tayong aahon

[chorus]
Kung wala ka nang maintindihan
Kung wala ka nang makapitan
Kapit ka sa akin, kapit ka sa akin
Di kita bibitawan

Wag kang umiyak, mahaba man ang araw
uuwi ka sa yakap ko
wag mo nang damdamin kung wala ako sayong tabi
iiwan kong puso ko sa yo
at kung pakiramdam mo’y wala ka nang kakampi
isipin mo ako dahil puso’t isip ko’y
nasa yong tabi

[repeat chorus]

…di kita pababayaan

Kapit ka, kumapit ka

Inflatable (acoustic) - Bush

nice!!!

LYRICS:

Let it slide overhead
When I believe in you my soul can rest
But as love that's really love can never fail
But fail it does
When we shine like the sun
You seem the only one my only friend

You're so pretty in white pretty when you're faithful
So pretty in white pretty when you're faithful
when you're faithful

I resigned from myself
Took a break as someone else
It's like we've come undone
But I've only just become inflatable for you

You're so pretty in white pretty when you're faithful
So pretty in white pretty when you're faithful
So pretty in white pretty when you're faithful
When you're faithful

I don't mind most of the time
But you push me so far inside

You're so pretty in white pretty when you're faithful
So pretty in white pretty when you're faithful
So pretty in white pretty when you're faithful
So pretty in white pretty when you're faithful
when you're faithful
when you're faithful

Wild Horses - BUSH Cover

one of my fave bands when i was in college! (Speed kills - bush)



LYRICS:

Childhood living is easy to do
Things that you wanted I brought them for you
Graceless lady you know who I am
You know I can't let you slide through my hands

Wild horses couldn't drag me a way

And I watched you suffer a dull aching pain
And now you've decided to show me the same

Wild horses couldnt drag me away
Wild wild wild horses couldnt drag me away

And I know I've dreamed you a sin and a lie
I have my freedom but I don't have much time
And faith has been broken, tears must be cried
Let's do some living, and after we'll die

Wild horses couldn't drag me away
Wild wild wild horses we will ride them some day

Turn - TRAVIS

Motivational SOng about living life!!



LYRICS:
I want to see what people saw
I want to feel like I felt before
I want to see the kingdom come
I want to feel forever young
I want to sing
To sing my song
I want to live in a world where I belong
I want to live
I will survive

And I believe that it won't be very long
If we turn, turn, turn, turn, turn
Then we might learn
So where's the stars?
Up in the sky
And what's the moon?
A big balloon
We'll never know unless we grow
There's so much world outside the door
I want to sing
To sing my song
I want to live in a world where I'll be strong
I want to live
I will survive
And I believe that it won't be very long
If we turn, turn, turn, turn
And if we turn, turn, turn, turn
Then we might learn
Turn, turn, turn, turn
Turn, turn, turn
And if we turn, turn, turn, turn
Then we might learn
Learn to turn

need to hibernate

why didnt God allow humans to hibernate?

i want to hav that ability.while waiting..feeling down,bored,striving to keep up w/ the unstable world,while bum,uninspired..
but im not totally gloomy,i just wish i got something important to do to make me busy,but for now, i dont see any motivation to do things well.. im getting impatient. i wish we have a waiting room for the life's ups and downs..i wish we can escape,fast forward.. hibernation can do that.. thus people wont feel solitude,or pathetic,grieving,whining,lost,and so on that makes our life be somewhat miserable.,time,money,and resources would also be efficiently consumed..and people could hav been saved from suicide.

but im not into suicide..i not too weak for that,because i believe ive got more to offer... -_-

LIVE FOR SPEED!

Since i cant afford buying and crashing in an F1 car, Touring Car,Import/Drifting cars, (with the ultraperformance parts, tires and high octane fuels racing at a real circuit) i'll resort to this..
with best physics and configurable car settings: toe&camber, ride height, suspension,fuel load,paint&decals,passengers,force meter,etc..



LFS - the BEST RACING SIM!


Can be played on LAN or Internet.
Demo version gives only 3 cars and 2 tracks
(but the overall functionality of the game
is enabled)









try it! either w/ keyboard,mouse or wheel controller!
this one is the best wheel controller for that game.
Logitech G25! Six speed manual, w/Clutch..Throttle control
is achievable in it..good for drifting! Initial D style!

MOVIES - Alien Ant Farm!

AAF - 1996-present
led by goofy and jack-ass Dryden Mitchell
This is the unreleased video for "Movies"..
created when they weren't hitting the charts yet.

Monthly Movies of 2008

just double click it to view the maximum resolution per pic:D
this was extracted from the pdf(thanks hanna for the pdf!)..
hehehehe

thanks! see u at the theatre!:D

"i am my own hero"

it's past 1 now.. still in the PC
making some new logos or an art hehe.. through Photoshop! :D
->includes silhouette making made famous by apple co.(i copied some silhouettes at google hehe..(the faster way),
color selection, image adjust, effects, and so on. :D

I AM MY OWN HERO

- i just got that phrase from google. cool!

DOT-ELEVEN

- i just thought of this when we're still planning to put up a band hehe.. but it never happened seriously, we got it real inside the music studios only.. until we got separated from work.
It came from IEEE standard for Wireless protocol hehehe.. 802.11 b/g
since we are all working for RF products, we thought of something about a name that is related to it.. not so obvious though like Attenuators, Amplifiers, Antenna, ESG, VNA, and so on.. hehehe
hence dot-eleven.. was derive from it (802.11 b/g) \m/

Hawthorne Heights - Silverbullet

web whereabouts?!

Spokeo, it's like a webcrawler.. and it's deadly especially at blogging hehe..

i just learned this (from my sis.. interesting!)
when you log-in at their page using your
own yahoo,google,aol,hotmail,gmail ids? it will
search all of your contacts internet profile(e.g. friendster,myspace,hi5,etc)

this will be of help if your searching for some contact info about the email address
that u have got. But u must include them in your email add contacts to be included in
spokeo.

Dashboard Confessional - Ghost of a good thing

modest punk group!
w/ great lyrics and melody!

LYRICS:

I guess it's luck but it's the same
Hard luck you've been trying to tame
Maybe it's love but it's like you said
"Love is like a role that we play"

But I believe in you so much
I could die for the words that you say
But i believe in you so much
I could die from the words that you say

But you're chasing the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
Is getting away from you again
While you're chasing ghosts

I guess it's luck but it's the same
Hard luck you've been trying to tame
Maybe it's love but it's like you said
"Love is like a role that we play"

But I believe in you so much
I could die for the words that you say
But i believe in you so much
I could die from the words that you say

But you're chasing the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
Is getting away from you again
While you're chasing ghosts

Just bend the pieces till they fit
Like they were made for it
But they weren't meant for this
No they weren't meant for this

Just bend the pieces till they fit
Like they were made for it
But they weren't meant for this

Chasin' the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
Is getting away, away, away, away from you again

Chasin' the ghost of a good thing
Haunting yourself as the real thing
Is getting away from you again
While you're chasing ghosts

12 stones - Let Go

though not the original music video..
i can't a good one.. except this..
a salior moon movie lol :D

to all who have a melancholic smile at this time..

LYRICS:

I feel so alone again
I know that I need you
To help me make it through the night
And I pray that you believe in me
You gave me my strength
To face another day alone

And I need you now my friend
More than you know yah
When will we meet again
Cause i can't let go of you

This world brings me down again
I know that I need you
To help me make it through at night
And I pray that you're the one for me
You gave me my strength to face another day alone

And I need you now my friend
More than you know yah
When will we meet again
Cause I can't let go I can't let go

As time passes by I find
Things never seem to change
When i feel alone
You bring me back to you

And I need you now my friend
More than you know yah
When will we meet again
Cause I can't let go of you
No I can't let go

Papa roach - Scars

Scars (Acoustic) -
Papa Roach

nice lyrics!!


LYRICS:

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

[Chorus:]
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

[Chorus]

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

[Chorus x2]

OPM Alternative 1

PILIT
By Hilera

simple lng..
astig!

LYRICS:

Sa’yo ako’y walang ligtas
Di makawala sa isip ko
Sa’yo baliwala ang utak ko
At buong sistema ko
Sa’yo

Pinipilit ko magpakasaya
Pinipilit ko patawarin ko
Pinipilit ko magpaka-iba

Sa’yo ako’y walang ligtas
Di makawala sa isip ko
Sa’yo baliwala ang utak ko
At buong sistema ko
Sa’yo

Pinipilit ko magpakasaya
Pinipilit ko patawarin ko
Pinipilit ko magpaka-iba

Pinipilit ko magpakasaya
Pinipilit ko patawarin ko
Pinipilit ko magpaka-iba

Fastball - Out of my head

Another easy listening song

LYRICS:
Sometimes I feel
Like I am drunk behind the wheel
The wheel of prosperity
However it may roll
Give it a spin
See if you can somehow factor in
You know theres always more than one way
To say exactly what you mean to say

Chorus:
Was I out of my head? was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication
It was hard to find
Dont matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If youre sad then its time you spoke up too

Chorus
Repeat chorus

OPM Easy Listening 1

cool easy listening..
über soothing

LYRICS:


So far away
Doesn’t anybody stay in one place anymore
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
Doesn’t help to know that you’re just time away
.
Long ago I reached for you and there you stood
Holding you again could only do me good
How I wish I could, but you’re so far away

One more song about movin’ along the highway
Can’t say much of anything that’s new
If I could only work this life out my way
I’d rather spend it bein’ close to you

But you’re so far away
You’re so far away

Travelin’ around sure gets me down and lonely
Nothin’ else to do but close my mind
I sure hope the road don’t come to own me
But there’s so many dreams I’ve yet to find

But you’re so far away
Doesn’t anybody stay in one place anymore
It would be so fine to see your face at my door
And it doesn’t help to know, it doesn’t help to know
It doesn’t help to know

You’re so far away

Turn Left Turn Right OST

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*I've posted this in my friendster blog last 2 years..
i didnt this had a real movie.. and it can be watched at crunchyroll! (thanks for the site jensky!)
here's the link:

http://www.crunchyroll.com/showseries?id=2154 (10 movie clips)

I've got this literature from a chinese blog, and it got caricatures for the movie at every paragraph..but it can't be found in the web anymore..

Turn Left,Turn Right


The city like the maze.

People been used to watch the same view,walk the same road.
Be the same destination.

Habit makes ur life change no more .
Habit makes U have the unexplainable sense of safety.But also the unexplainable loneliness
And U will never know,what U will lose cause ur habits .

...

The winter of that year is so cold
The city is involved in dankness rain
Gloomy sky,Without sunshine
Make U feel unexplainable depression
U may have the impulsion to move ur tear,When U walk in the street sometimes.

In the same apartment building ...
She lives in an old apartment building in city suburb.
He lives in an old apartment building in city suburb.

Wherever He goes outside
He always used to Turn Right..
Wherever she goes outside
She always used to Turn Left..

His life is not going well lately
At night he goes to the upper class restaurant play viola to earn some extra gains.

He likes to walk outside when no play viola
And wandering toward city park for playing with the pigeons
Always just sitting there for spending the whole afternoon..
Sometimes he feels blankness&strengthless..

She always used to Turn Left
He always used to Turn Right
They still never meet...


She is translating a tragic novel
It makes her often feels the world is full of gloomy.

When off work

She likes wandering toward city cafe for drinking some coffee
Walking in the streets,watching the passerby,talking with the roadside cat..

Sometimes she feels life is boring...

Just like the people live in this city
Never cognition all their lifelong
But live together all the time..

Then One Day
They meet in front of the artesian pool finally.
They are just like the lover whom lost each other so many years...

They are just like the lover whom lost each other so many years...
They really spend one happy and sweet afternoon...

Suddently heavy rain at dusk
They leave each other's phone number hurry up,and bye in the heavy rain...

He still used to Turn Right..
She still used to Turn Left..

Although their heart are wet by the heavy rain
But their heart are warm...

This night
They cant fall asleepy cause so exciting
The rain drops the whole night...

As faint words
They all Dialing the wrong number again and again...

Cant go anywhere as fear to miss any call from the other side..

They all cant fall asleepy as so depressed

The countdown hurrah coming from the radio
It means As One Year goes by again...

As time goes by day after day
No more meet henceforward ...

Walking on the crowd..
Missing that sweet&briefness meeting so much..
In this familiar&strange city,looking for one strange&familiar form..

Moodoff seems no reason
Feeling unexplainable grief as stay alone..

Does she still stay in this city?
Or had left early?

Thinking of him in this rainy day...
How can she disappear from this city so silent?

But they...
They two ever play with one and the same yellow cat..
Feed to one and the same homeless dog..
In the faint sunshine moring,hearing one and the same corbie's tweedle...

They two ever play with one and the same yellow cat..
Feed to one and the same homeless dog..
In the faint sunshine moring,hearing one and the same corbie's tweedle...

Kiss the one and the same babe...

Kiss the one and the same babe...

The tweedle of viola coming from next door,sounds so sad..

It's her birthday today
Where is her?

Memory is dark slowly as time goes by.
It seems make U doubt that afternoon whether love ever happened...

...

She decides to leave this chill city..

He decides to travel to one sunshine place..

He still used to Turn Right..

She still used to Turn Left..

Turn Right...

Turn Left...

The winter of that year is so cold
The city is involved in dankness rain
Gloomy sky,Without sunshine
Make U feel unexplainable depression
U may have the impulsion to move ur tear,When U walk in the street sometimes.

But the winter will always go ..

And the spring will always come...

The End.


"The Most Familiar Stranger

We cant be enemy
Coz we ever loved each other
We cant be friend
Coz we ever hurt each other
Then after Breakup
We Only can be The Most Familiar Stranger"

Letters to you (acoustic)

FINCH - Letters to you (PUNK Acoustic Version)

*from an old friendter blog

This Band is into Alternative Hardrock/Punk genre.. but this song version is awesome..!!!
i remember i played this LIVE in cable TV show at LOS BAñOS.. hehehe
me in tha guitars, while my blocmate, Mike in vocals.. acoustic version too..

It was my first time to be on live TV.. we didnt suck anyways! hehehe

First Post

------ \m/-----

im gonna kick off w/ my post hardcore-heavy-punk-alternative playlist.
i've compiled it just to keep me guided in what to view in youtube,
and also do cover if i can :D

if u have new/old songs that are sounding like one of these genres,
just let me know, i will try to hear it and add it.

*some are mainstream (it's ok, it's not easy to forget their title)


what it is to burn - finch
death blooms - mudvayne
buried myself alive - the used
between angels and insects - papa roach
binge - papa roach
alive - POD
poem - taproot
you know you're right - nirvana
beat the world - pressure 4-5
send the pain below - chevelle
High wire escape artist - boysetsfire
until you're reformed - chevelle
anthem of our dying day - story of the year
breakdown - tantric
caught in the rain - revis
boston drama - typecast
Silver Bullet - hawthorne heights
Sandpaper and Silk - hawthorne heights
Dissolve and Decay - hawthorne heights
Crawling in the dark - Hoobastank
duck and run - 3 doors down
Raise Your Rifles - Autopilot Off
Call It Karma - Silverstein
november - silverstein
my heroine - silverstein
in this diary - ataris
Bleed For Me - Saliva
Black parade - My chemical romance
pens and needles - hawthorne heights
Dance dance - Fall out boy
Ohio Is For Lovers - hawthorne heights
It's Not Your Fault - New Found Glory
movies - alien ant farm
Popular - Nada Surf
Kiss Me - New Found Glory
Swing Swing - All american rejects
Stay together for the kids - Blink182
running away - hoobastank
blue and yellow - the used
Fade out-in - Palo alto
Saddest Song - ataris
Simple Lies - endo
I dont love you - My Chemical ROmance
all that i've got - the used
stellar - incubus
wish you were here - incubus
pantomime - incubus
falling behind - livid
through the glass - stonesour
Right Before Your Eyes -- Hoobastank
stay - 12 stones
our lady peace - 4am
Our Lady Peace - Thief
Clumsy - Our Lady Peace
miss you love - silverchair
scars - papa roach
screaming infidelities - dashboard confessional
stolen - dashboard confessional
away from the sun - 3Doors down
let go - 12 stones
seven - revis
bother - stonesour
drive by kisss - dambuilders
southern girl - incubus
the warmth - incubus